Hate that I love you!

As salam...

So,what are you guys doing today?public holiday man! perhaps some hanging out with frens, dating w loved ones, doing laundry and any other home works or just lazying at home like me do?yeaa! high 5! Since my family xde kat bangi ni jadi tinggal lah keseorangan...Bosan yg amat..cane nk buat..tiket xbeli..padan muka me aite?hmmm...

So,hate that i love you huh?gempak ke gedik pny title tu?ke annoying?smua laa kan..yess...hate that i love you..lumrah seorg manusia ingin mengasihi dan dikasihi..ehemmm...ayattt.....nyampah mak!heheh...so i have dis boy called boyfie,sweetheart,hubby-to-be(insyaAllah),darling,baby,gewe,gerek or wuteva you call them..of cos laa sayangkn..tp tu laa..bercinta ni kdg2 happy kdg2 nyampah!hahah..smua kehendak Allah..klu dh tertulis jodoh saya dan dia di lah mahfuz,sy terima dgn hati terbuka..tapi klau tidak,mungkin Allah ada yang lebih utk kami..we'll never know what Allah planned for us but Allah's plan is ALWAYS THE BEST okay!

We've been together for 3 years..and this is our 4th yrs of loving..sincerely i wanna end this relationship with a marriage..a wanna be 'halal' to him..everyday i pray that Allah will grant us happiness..however,lately i felt that he has acted weird..acted ke acting?wuteva lah.hehe..grammar fail katakan..nk juge skipping kan..speaking..ok ok..saje je..*wink*..he said he's doing ok..means like the usual days..but for me not..maybe it was me..tp mcm pelik..seriously pelik..i dun know what..of cos laa kta tau bila gerek kta len kn?xke?hubby korg ke?tunang korg ke?acaner?one thing for sure, i think he's becoming more ego now!haha..dlu,saya lah plg ego..ego tahap xde tahap..but now,saya rasa dy lagi ego dari saya! ini tidak boleh dibiarkan!huksss...so how?or people change?haih...mcm2 laa syaitan ni kn?buat ms ni sy doakan yang baik2 aja utk kami berdua..klau ad jodoh,ada lah..klau xde,sy redha..insyaAllah...

p/s:  eh masih ad 2nd post laa..hidup lg buat ms nie..haha :p

first post ever! :D

As salam...

Finally peeps! finally,me have a BLOG! people call it blog..story to share..e-diary or wuteva..jadi pd hri ini 24 Jan 13 i write a post on my own blog bebeyh~ excited much huh?poyosss~so today is Maulidur Rasul..banyakkan selawat ke atas Nabi Muhammad S.A.W..bkn hr ni je tauu..hri2 len pon..*wink*

wanna bet with me?guess wut?i rasa blog ni akan tahan urm..like a year?a month?a week?yeah..a day me guess!muahahah~we will see ya...so im writing this because first, i believe this is my diary..no one will read it..ngahahaha...secondly ive got no one to share with..this is private me guess..tp nk jgk story the mory kan...

so why i started blogging?to kill time i believe..ok..bosan je blog ni kn?ok laa..esok ak tros remove..ngahahah! this blog is for me to write and share my life..today is a public holiday and i made a BIG MISTAKE iaitu tidak pulang ke kampung terchentaa KELANTAN! silly me?!yeahh...but one thing for sure im working..and still under probation/contract..rugi woo klu cuti..unpaid leave ok! kau hado?takdo kn?hurmmm...

so what i did today was right after the clock hit 6:00pm, i trus menuju ke e-curve dgn membawa harapan tinggi menggunung..gunung kew?stakat nk tgk movie saja maa..luckily im period so i beli tiket kul 7:00pm lah kn..nt xde laa lewat nk blk bangiii~to cut it short i watched THE IMPOSSIBLE which i believe i cried at one of the scenes..sedey cte dy..moral of the story,kasih ibu sampai ke syurga...jadi,sayangilah ibu anda...sape2 yg nak tau The Impossible ni cte psl ape,sila google or youtube..kata pakai smartphones..ahaksss!

after the movie,i went back home..before smpai umah tu sempat lg laa singgah kedai tomyam pekena tomyam dlu...mana laa perut xmenangis klau kul 10pm pon tgh lazat menikmati nasik+tomyam+daging merah+telur dadar+kailan ikan masin! opps,not to mention i am not alone okey! gila ape?hikss..ditemani buah buahan tercinta..eh..buat hati..insyaAllah bakal suami..woii..gatal..tp doa2kan saja.. :)

after a long journey,,long ke?i safely arrived at Garden Homes at 1145pm...tau map & pap mau suh i balik duk kelate..hihihi...yg penting selamat!actually i got another story to share..tp mata sangat2 mtk jasa baik i suh tdo..katanya letih amat..ok lah..tdo dlu..baca doa tdo dlu yer...Allahuma bismika ahya waamut!

p/s : blog yang confirm xde org bca pon!ehh..heheh 

As salam ('',)