As salam...
So,what are you guys doing today?public holiday man! perhaps some hanging out with frens, dating w loved ones, doing laundry and any other home works or just lazying at home like me do?yeaa! high 5! Since my family xde kat bangi ni jadi tinggal lah keseorangan...Bosan yg amat..cane nk buat..tiket xbeli..padan muka me aite?hmmm...
So,hate that i love you huh?gempak ke gedik pny title tu?ke annoying?smua laa kan..yess...hate that i love you..lumrah seorg manusia ingin mengasihi dan dikasihi..ehemmm...ayattt.....nyampah mak!heheh...so i have dis boy called boyfie,sweetheart,hubby-to-be(insyaAllah),darling,baby,gewe,gerek or wuteva you call them..of cos laa sayangkn..tp tu laa..bercinta ni kdg2 happy kdg2 nyampah!hahah..smua kehendak Allah..klu dh tertulis jodoh saya dan dia di lah mahfuz,sy terima dgn hati terbuka..tapi klau tidak,mungkin Allah ada yang lebih utk kami..we'll never know what Allah planned for us but Allah's plan is ALWAYS THE BEST okay!
We've been together for 3 years..and this is our 4th yrs of loving..sincerely i wanna end this relationship with a marriage..a wanna be 'halal' to him..everyday i pray that Allah will grant us happiness..however,lately i felt that he has acted weird..acted ke acting?wuteva lah.hehe..grammar fail katakan..nk juge skipping kan..speaking..ok ok..saje je..*wink*..he said he's doing ok..means like the usual days..but for me not..maybe it was me..tp mcm pelik..seriously pelik..i dun know what..of cos laa kta tau bila gerek kta len kn?xke?hubby korg ke?tunang korg ke?acaner?one thing for sure, i think he's becoming more ego now!haha..dlu,saya lah plg ego..ego tahap xde tahap..but now,saya rasa dy lagi ego dari saya! ini tidak boleh dibiarkan!huksss...so how?or people change?haih...mcm2 laa syaitan ni kn?buat ms ni sy doakan yang baik2 aja utk kami berdua..klau ad jodoh,ada lah..klau xde,sy redha..insyaAllah...
p/s: eh masih ad 2nd post laa..hidup lg buat ms nie..haha :p
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